Thursday, September 14, 2006
screwed my papers so far. lol
sigh....
its weird how often all of us always hope to turn back time
to go back to the past.
to change what we have done wrong.
to change the present situation.
we think of the many what ifs....
but truely as much as we hope as much as we wish
as much as we think
as strong as our desires to do so are
as long as this may last....
nothing's gonna change
and theres no point hoping for it to.
its all our past mistakes..
mistakes that we have made...
the things that we perceived we had done wrong
the times we blame others for not keeping promises
the need for us to lie to ourselves...to be self deluding..
truely its all these past that have actually
made us mature
made us stronger
made us to grow into who we are today.
so i guess theres no point....
hoping or wishing
unless theres truely a what if that lies around some dark corner that give us that so called gleam of hope in times of need.
