Monday, October 26, 2009
screwed up my presentation today. crap.
i am determined to be a mugger. GAMBATE!! MUG. CRAM. MUG. CRAM. MUG!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
white out
Saturday, October 10, 2009
i bid goodbye
made up my mind
to never to cross that fatal line
a wake up call
to pre-empt that fall
to debunk all that tales so tall
summer i say
im not to stay
autumn is already making its way
even if thats not case
at the end of day
bring it on and come what may
Thursday, October 08, 2009
i chose to believe still despite everything.
but I'm torn inside. Cos i know the immense possibility of what others predict will be true.
I am tired of the rollercoaster ride.
I need to get down and puke.
To release the pending-up frustration in me.
why can't life be a tad simpler.
why can't ppl be a tad less complex
why can't I just be a tad less naive
why can't U be a tad more trustworthy
why can't i just like you
why can't u be not like what they said u r
why can't i not feel afraid and disappointed.
why
Monday, October 05, 2009
24hrs before, my heart's all wozzy,
24hrs later, my head's all messy.
my heart fluttered when i held your hands.
but I know its at the wrong circumstance (afterall its a horror movie)
But I did wish to believe that it was slightly more,
slightly more than just good friends.
Spending the weekend with you made my day,
revitalised me to last through the week, all the way.
I have no idea if your have the slightest feelings for me, but I know I do.
And somehow its too late to reel it back to where i kept it from myself too
I cant remember the last time that I await for someone's sms replies so anticipating and eagerly.
and how just simple replies can lift the corners of my mouth so naturally.
I have no idea what to do, but I guess I should just turn around before I hit the dead end
or somewhere between never never land and slumber land.
But seriously I have no idea,
should I start heading back or still wander here
what you reckon i do right now,
cos i did made a nv to fall for a libran-again vow.
the charming nature of the librans,
Is not complementary for the insecure aqua-piscean,
no?
