Friday, August 01, 2008
I realised I had felt really bitter for a really long time ever since
the incident had happened.
I was filled with anger, frustration and very much hatred, thinking that by being so I will find my so called closure I was searching so hard for.
but the truth is, its the exact opposite. It only bred bitterness and even more frustration. I am so glad that I can really declare I am free from the hatred and bitterness that had plaqued me for so long.
I hate ppl who lie and I hate lying.
But recently I have been doing the exact thing that I detest.
In a bid to protect myself from being judged, I lied.
And by doing so, I have to lie more to cover up for my first lie.
I hate lying.
I hate ppl who do that.
I hate myself.
