Wednesday, November 01, 2006
There's just so much going through my mind....
lol...
i miss those times spend with all my cliques and friends.
the freaks, the guas, the dybians, the S10ers.
the tactless childish things we all did, the happy times, the sad times...
the complaining of how much we hated the heavy workload....
the long hours spend together,
the heart to heart talks,
the genuine close to heart concerns and advices...
i just miss every bit of it...
i doubted it back in my sec sch days, when my seniors told me how much jc life sucked.
how cunning ppl can be..
the hypocrites, the backstabbers, the liars...
i never got to understand it...
cos i could nv find any justifiable reasons for any human beings to harm or hurt another human being for pratically no valid reasons.
but how wrong can i be...
i guess i was just too protected back in those younger days...
yet to see the complexity of the society, the outside world.
not everything that take place has to have a reason i guess...
i cant help but lose trust... lose faith.....in what i once believe.
