Tuesday, September 22, 2009
I just had to clicked on the photo album.
and allow my stitches to unravel bit by bit,
till I can taste the all so familiar bitterness yet again.
It shouldn't mean anything when i heard that they had gone overseas together.
It shouldn't affect me at all. especially since it had been this long [4months&14days] that i ended the chapter reluctantly.
but I just feel so bitter inside.
And that aftertaste has this tinge of sourness of that in expired milk.
You get overwhelmed by the unpleasant taste, you instinctly want to get rid of that aftertaste in your mouth.
but it lingers on....
sometimes i wonder if giving my best is ever good enough.
cos it does appear that it isn't
cos noone appreciates it
not in the area of romance at least.
and so it lingers on....
