Thursday, September 24, 2009
Just got home from another long day in school.
I am enjoying school despite it being draining on me most of the time.
It feels really good to be learning new stuffs each and everyday.
I like that feeling, especially when it involves discovery about myself in the process.
but the ironic part is that, our identity is ever changing cos we are shaped by our life experiences.
its like you begin to understand who you are and then after awhile you are not the person you discovered yourself to be.
maybe that explains why i seem to be so lost so often in life. I sometimes have no idea who i exactly am.
and i wonder if by having certain emotions mean that i am a bad person.
such as jealousy, hatred(in the past, not currently)...
but I never have any intention to hurt anybody intentionally, but does it makes a difference if the person is hurt somehow by my actions.
does it actually mean I am not a bad person because i never intent to inflict harm.
is it justified to say that as long as there's no intent, i should not feel guilty about it?
sometimes the inter and intra personal communication between and within people are just so mind boggling.
